Happiness always too far from me....whenever i want to go near...it always away from me.why?I am making the steps,to make my mood stable back.But,keep on having disturbance and obstacles.haiz...why?
I just need encouragement to make my steps,but it seems so hard for me...even my 'medicine' also cannot cure me anymore,so what can i do?I already try my best to be happy again,but on the way to achieve the happiness,always have a large obstacle which make me so suffered and tired.I really scared one day i will give up,and just be a dead body half of the way....Friends..sorry...sometime i do really wish to say out everything of my sadness,share with you all,but i still don't want make u all worry about me or..haiz..i also don't know why...I just prefer calm down alone,hide myself alone to express everything..but,sometime i really can't solve it alone...
Sometime,maybe noone can understand my feeling....spm?!!!!why everyone ask about you?i am so scared of you although you already become a history...Whenever got some my parent's friends come to my house,i prefer to hide myself in a room,don't want to face them,don't want to answer their question about you...even want go a new tuition,i also will try to hide myself from the teacher..just want avoid teacher to talk to me...I am just like a snail...or a turtle..din brave to face people sometime..i dinlike..i really dinlike!!!!but,what can i do?I really feel shame coz of you!!!now i already start to imagine,how am i going to face my teacher at school?if they ask about you..how am i going to answer?i think that time i need a hole to hide myself again...haiz...my life..when such life going to be the end?.....i just don't know how to share my sadness to you all,so i just writing this blog to express everything...every sadness in my heart...everything that i worry about...and everything i want to say....
I just need encouragement to make my steps,but it seems so hard for me...even my 'medicine' also cannot cure me anymore,so what can i do?I already try my best to be happy again,but on the way to achieve the happiness,always have a large obstacle which make me so suffered and tired.I really scared one day i will give up,and just be a dead body half of the way....Friends..sorry...sometime i do really wish to say out everything of my sadness,share with you all,but i still don't want make u all worry about me or..haiz..i also don't know why...I just prefer calm down alone,hide myself alone to express everything..but,sometime i really can't solve it alone...
Sometime,maybe noone can understand my feeling....spm?!!!!why everyone ask about you?i am so scared of you although you already become a history...Whenever got some my parent's friends come to my house,i prefer to hide myself in a room,don't want to face them,don't want to answer their question about you...even want go a new tuition,i also will try to hide myself from the teacher..just want avoid teacher to talk to me...I am just like a snail...or a turtle..din brave to face people sometime..i dinlike..i really dinlike!!!!but,what can i do?I really feel shame coz of you!!!now i already start to imagine,how am i going to face my teacher at school?if they ask about you..how am i going to answer?i think that time i need a hole to hide myself again...haiz...my life..when such life going to be the end?.....i just don't know how to share my sadness to you all,so i just writing this blog to express everything...every sadness in my heart...everything that i worry about...and everything i want to say....
3 comments:
if you feel like being alone, never mind..when you need us, just call, anytime.. don't need to worry about worrying us, I want to share your sadness because we are friends.
and i believe that our teachers will do their best to help you, if you ask them. Choose a teacher you like and trust and ask them for help.
"Ask and you shall be given, seek and you shall find, knock and the door will be opened to you"
thank you for always writing in this blog. thank you for telling us.
i just passer-by
i read ur blog, full of sadness, i wonder how bad urs results.
I also spm 2007 leaver.
I was in dilemma, now i'm ok.
For ur information, excellent results also cant do anything!
Moderate results is better, i hope for that,
but spm is not the ending point. u should consider that spm is the starting point, just a starting point!
feel free, read my blog
myselfpsl.blogspot.com
U dun bother wat others told u, be urself, eZ 2 satisfy is always d easiest way 2 b happy! dun thk too much! u hv ur own life, dun live it 4 others, live ur life in ur own. n v always b there 4 u! :)
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