my sis....and my resolutions for this year...

Today,don't know why,when i am talking with my mum,suddenly we talk about my little sister.Haiz,few drops of tears flow from my eyes again...i said to my mum,sometime we should not blame her for what she did.Just like she like to stand infront of mirror and try to make up,mum always scold her,as she is still small,but want to learn to make up already.Maybe we should think in another expect,she try to make her beautiful,is just to make other people more like her and be friend with her...or she wan get other people attention...So,we really should not blame her...my pity sister,i really wish you can be like normal people...I wonder how is actually your world?what actually is 'sound' in your world?and i wish i can understand you well...I still remember what you said to me,you said noone want to sit with you in class,they all think you like weird people...I really feel very sad to hear that,haiz...what can i do for you??i just can hug you tightly....hold your hand fondly....I just can do that,sorry...I promise you,i will not blame you already,maybe what you did,you really have reason which we hard to understand...I will think in your corner before blame you...i promise...sister,wish you can be happy always...my love for you never end...

After express my feeling...Hmm,after i read somebody blog,i think it is time for me to say about my resolutions for this brand new year too!!!next week need to register for f6 already!So,i think i need to change my life style,so that my f6 life will not be a night mare,but is a sweet dream for me...right?And i wish my mind will have capacity to remember all my resolutions and i NEED to to do it!!!

Following is some resolutions!!!I am resolute to complete all promises this year!

1.I cannot be lazy!!!i must study hard,no more play in f6!!
2.I need to change my behavior,like easily annoyed and be a considerate person.
3.i cannot make my mum angry,i must get a good result for her to c and try my best to help her to do housechores.
4.I need to treat fair to all my best friends,i cannot make myself sometime too care of a friend,but must care equally.(it is quite hard for me)
5.i should make myself not too fond of music?i will try bah..i need to change my principle into..~~'din hear music for one day,i still can alive!!!'haha...
6.I need to improve my english..one day atleast need to learn 10 vocabulary!!!!
7.I need to do revision every day after school!!!
8.decrease my online time..=.='or maybe after this month will not online anymore.
9.No play during tuition,must be serious and concentrate.
10.change my handwriting,no more 'artistic' handwriting..=.='
11.must save money,to keep for future.atleast rm 1 per day?haha...
12.become matured,no more childish and crazy huisan...

I think that's all i could think for now.If next time i think of others,i will add in here again.wah..quite a lot!i will try my best to keep all my promises!!!!friends,you all must see whether i can make all this o!if i failed to do it,please beat me!haha^^a whole new huisan will appear!!new year..new hope...new dream...and new huisan!!!^^

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

hmm... your support and love will be great for your sister =) form 6 will be a sweet experience for you, FIGHTING! i believe that you can achieve your target! \(^o^)/ actually, i think listening to music is okay, because you have to relax once in a while after study =) haha~ just my opinion though...

BEST OF LUCK TO YOU! ^^

YieWan said...

Sure u can do it!! :)

Anonymous said...

ur hair very long d oo.. hav to cut it soon.. after u cut it.. look at d mirror..u wil looked n feel different..-- Hav a new start! really..u muz tel urself tht.. or when ur hair is being cut,u c those worries n sadness drop onto d floor..say byebye2 them.. music.. i don't thk it's ur obstacle.. u need it as u may feel tension after whole day learning~! u easily annoyed?haha.. i duno..dun thk so.. hehe..already 9.. stil add in? dun force urself too much oso~ try ur best can d.. ya,v al wish to c a new hui san! Gambate^^

-raine-

Stewart Tan said...

HI Hui San~! 1st time leave you a comment in your blog~! =)

Yea~! I believe that you can do it~! gambate!

"Whatever your hand finds to do, do it with all your heart."

=)

Anonymous said...

jia you, hui san~!

just don't be too extreme... must balance... ^_^