Yesterday,when i step in a builiding,a smile appear in my face.. some memories start to go through my mind.The laugh of both of us when we talking about movie...The first time i know more well about you,the first time i went out with you,the first time i did project with you,the first time i feel you are helping by giving me all informations about the project,trying hard to help me,the first time i feel close to you,the first time our friendship have a wonderful footstep in my heart,the first time i feel you are appreciate our friendship,the first time i feel you concern about me...All of this always keep in my heart,until i step in this builiding once again,all of this appear and melt my heart again.I think this is just what a true friend means...Start from that moment,I just feel actually we still not enough know about each other,I still in need of time to know more about you,but i wonder how you think about that?!i will not ask you,coz some question if remain in heart,it is better...it still will remain sweet and unforgettable in my heart...3 years,i still can't forget the moment ...I think,this can proove that how important this memories for me...Everytime pass this builiding,the time is just like return to that moment...a wonderful smile will appear in my face without any thinking...
Until now,I still cannot complete my resolutions- not too care of friendship.This is because I have a great experience of friendship,so it is too hard for me to forget.This is a sweet friendship...of course,that is another one friendship that i think ,it is quite hard for me to forget,give up,let it go...But,I will ...This is because,quarrel is no more a good things for this friendship,it is just like a sword which always go through my heart.It is too pain.So,i think if the 'sword' still go through my heart,my heart unable to function like normal anymore,and of course,me myself also cannot do my daily routine like normal anymore.This is just because,my mind will always think of the pain that my heart undergo...and my heart will pain in every second...until all of this receive an apologise.Honestly,I found like a very warm feeling from this friendship...very warm...and very happy sometime...but,coz of quarrel,this friendship already being destroyed and changed.Before this,no matter how,i always try my best to maintain this friendship,as it has been one of my sweetiest friendship in my heart.But...after all this efforts,i already start to be tired...and sometime when quarrel happen,maybe i too care of it,so my heart really very hurts...So,for the sake of my heart,for the sake of myself,I think the only way just give up...let it go.Although it is still make my heart pain,but no more pain in every second...it is better than before.maybe i am selfish to make such decision,but ...I think every human also selfish.Of course,there is other friendship still remain sweet in my heart,never let my heart pain before...So,I think i just will appreciate the friendship that is worth for me to appreciate...That is me.A new Huisan-will not do anything just to maintain a friendship which just will let her suffered and tired.
Until now,I still cannot complete my resolutions- not too care of friendship.This is because I have a great experience of friendship,so it is too hard for me to forget.This is a sweet friendship...of course,that is another one friendship that i think ,it is quite hard for me to forget,give up,let it go...But,I will ...This is because,quarrel is no more a good things for this friendship,it is just like a sword which always go through my heart.It is too pain.So,i think if the 'sword' still go through my heart,my heart unable to function like normal anymore,and of course,me myself also cannot do my daily routine like normal anymore.This is just because,my mind will always think of the pain that my heart undergo...and my heart will pain in every second...until all of this receive an apologise.Honestly,I found like a very warm feeling from this friendship...very warm...and very happy sometime...but,coz of quarrel,this friendship already being destroyed and changed.Before this,no matter how,i always try my best to maintain this friendship,as it has been one of my sweetiest friendship in my heart.But...after all this efforts,i already start to be tired...and sometime when quarrel happen,maybe i too care of it,so my heart really very hurts...So,for the sake of my heart,for the sake of myself,I think the only way just give up...let it go.Although it is still make my heart pain,but no more pain in every second...it is better than before.maybe i am selfish to make such decision,but ...I think every human also selfish.Of course,there is other friendship still remain sweet in my heart,never let my heart pain before...So,I think i just will appreciate the friendship that is worth for me to appreciate...That is me.A new Huisan-will not do anything just to maintain a friendship which just will let her suffered and tired.
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