My resolutions..hmm...

From the resolutions that i listed in my previous post...Hmm,i think some of them i able did it...but some of them i also din succeed to do it la..haha...Hmm,first,i already changed my 'artistic' handwritting become 'normal' handwritting..haha...everytime i write one essay,i will give my mum to see,after she satisfied,i just pass up to my teachers.Second,I am quite serious when tuition,no more play in tuition,just have serious huisan when at tuition,yeah!i really able to did it!!Third,I had do revision everytime after some tuitions.Fourth,i had save some money,even at school,rm 2.50 for one bowl of mee or other food,i also will not buy.haha...

Then,i will say about the things that i haven't do but i am going to do.hmm,first,i will not online already next month,no more online huisan in msn,but i will miss youT.T...the moment when we share our sadness and happiness while chatting...sharing my everything with you is my most happiest time and msn is the 'place' that i know you more well...let see what i remember about you...

=Favourite food : spicy food,example:Tom yam.
=not so like food : potato,milk.
=favourite colour : blue
=most scared 'things': coakcroach,at lift alone.
=favourite drinks : cool drinks
=like raining
=always have some weird dreams when you small.funny dreams..haha
=not so like shopping.
=have fall down when you small and your head are injured.
=favourite subjects: math
=dinlike pets
=favourite fruit: watermelon

haha..this is some about you..but,of course,not only about this,i really know you more well..I will miss this moments..When you go study,no matter how hard and how expensive the cost,i will try hard to keep in contact with you...i promise...Second,i am going to learn to become more matured(hope i can)haha...but,honestly maybe i have improved la,really won play during tuition and concentrate when teachers are teaching,and no sleep when teachers are teaching!!!

But,i think i also break some of my resolutions..haha..First,I promise not too fond of music,but during teacher's day,i already have a performance of singing..haiz..and before teacher's day,i also spend quite lot time to practice songs.I promise again,i will not sing except for some special reasons,I promise...Second,I still can't treat fair to every of my best friends,But,i promise i will not too care of friendship anymore..Now,For me,if some friendship really not worth for me to maintain anymore and it make me very tired,i will give up and let it go...i will not behave like before-always maintain friendship although it makes me tired and suffered.I just will keep one thing in my mind,that is STUDY..that's all...ya,now,friendship is still 'a place' that can let me express my feeling and 'a place' for me to share my friend's sadness and happiness,support my friends and 'a place' to support me...But,some friendship are not anymore...it just let me feel tired and suffered..Quarrel and cold war can make a relationship become closer,but also can make ourselves tired to this relationship...Maybe let it go is the best way and easiest way... No matter how much a friendship bring happiness for you,but once it has changed,it is meaningless for us to maintain anymore...I admit that one of my friendship really bring some kind like very warm feeling to me that i can't ever found in other friendship,but now once it has changed,i will just let it go...maybe i still will miss such warm feeling,but already become memories for me...i will not do anything in order to maintain it anymore...don't want myself to be tired anymore...I think maybe i can find happiness in other friendship which i din appreciate before this..i also start to believe in our life,if one of our friends go,but another one will come to step in our life again.So,there is nothing for us to worry about and there is no need for us to maintain other friendship that let us feel suffered.Life is for us to enjoy,but not to suffered coz of all of this...I am going to enjoy every second of my life,but will not think of any friendship problems anymore...

Hmm,i think that's all for my resolutions,if i still din list some of my resolutions that i haven't did..friends,tell me ya^^i will try hard to complete all of this resolutions!!!gambateh,huisan^^

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