Yesterday is my happy day...so i suppose to write some event that make me happy about yesterday.But,my mood being spoilt today....Early in the morning,while i am still sleeping,my mum suddenly told me someone daughter score well in SPM..and start to compare this and that...why?is it result is the comparison of the teaching way of parents to their daughter or son?is it result is the things that parents use to make themselves proud?is it result is everything for parents?Actually i just make my mood stable after that scary day,and start to make myself study for form6...but one words from my mum already push me into the place that i don't want go-'hell',makes my mood drops from the highest point until the lowest point....did she know that,just a simple words,can make my heart pain again.The words is just like a 'sword' that shoot into my heart accurately,make my fat drops of tears flow from my eyes again...i really hate that...But,of course i din blame my mum,coz i know that is all my faults,cannot blame anyone.Now,notice that my friends is going to leave me,i already keep on telling myself..'i cannot be sad,and i can make it.I can be a tough and happy huisan without being the obstacle of their happiness,and will not make other ppl pity to me.I can do it.'But,i think i had fail to do it half already...my heart still will pain...the sadness never away from my heart,my mind...especially today when i hear the 'cruel' words,i suddenly burst everything out.... no energy to make myself tough again,and start to express every sadness out from my heart by writing this blog,by filling my emotion voice into a sad music,by make myself lying at my bed for few hours while my mum not at home....trying to make myself happy again..let myself can be tough again....but till now i din succeed to make it...haiz...huisan be back sad huisan again...cannot improved anymore into happy huisan d till now...but no matter how,i will try...i think i should remember this sentence...'a smile's curve can straighten everything'... hope i can make my mood up to the highest position again....and can secure myself from the place called 'hell'....i think now...i need TRUE FRIEND to share everything with me....
5 comments:
there is only one reason why ur parents compare this and that, to pressure u so that u will study hard and to make sure u don't repeat the same mistake.
become sad hui san ady?? then better continue to become hardworking and happy hui san instead of just happy normal.
don't take it as a bad feeling. is a way of motivation.
>jim<
when did u post it? shud be lastnite or today.. haha.. dun blame me ya.. i'm in d class lastnite..haha.. shud be-A smile is a curve that straightens everything-.. ya,i agreed smile is very important.. Could u smile now? b4,i used to compare sth v those around me too..but not now n afterwards..as i knw comparison are odious.. does ur mum blame u? dun too sad ya~ ur mum juz want u to struggle even hard in studies..and then get good result.. actually, luck does plays an important role in ur result.Nono,result is not everythg.. shud be nth..i thk it's juz temporary.as v humans,need to keep on improve ourselves so tht v r ready to face future challenges. if one assumed result is everythg then he won't work hard d..one more,rmb,u will never b d obstacle to our happiness,so whenever u hav problems,juz tel us.dun thk abt eihter u wil spoil our mood or not la.. haiyo..u dun tel tht means u dun treat me as ur fren aaa! dun sad d hui san.. i believe u can stand up again..Hav any prob,dun keep to urself. On9/sms to tel us.. if u don't,juz wil make us worried u.at least u hav a blog,if not, v dono wat happen..dun thk too much d.. they r past.. look forward! >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
imagine stpm 4 A's is in front of u..
A
A
A
A
U c,Waa..
Could u Smile now?
GamBaTe^^v'll always support a hardworking n happy HUISAN!
u shud knw who am i..
hui san..dont be sad with that...you are the best..getting unexpected result is not your fault..and not everyone are leaving you..still gt so many people want to study form 6 in chung hwa..so dont feel so upset about that..i know you can make better for your future..i`m sure your stpm result will be better than your spm result..sure..so try to leave the sadness about your result..when u fail once doesnt mean anything,as long as you can stand up from the fail and do all the best again..yeah!!!so go for form 6 with your smile..oh..i heard that mei yee is coming back to study form 6 right??i guess she is the one which can inspire you a lot...haha..so,dont forget that there`s still alot of friends supporting you at the back..gambateh!!!
here here.. my comment le.. c it? hehe.. okok.. promised! if next time u blogged no matter gt mention abt me or nt i'll oso leave u a comment la yea.. zzz.. haha.. u oso le.. mz leave me comm oso.. hehe.. actually u dun nd 2 b so upset la.. ur mum jz wanna counseling u le.. jz d method she used may not b so appropriate.. doesn't matter la.. fight 4 ur stpm! prove it 2 every1 that u r not weak as they tot!! i'll always support u 1 k!! hymm!! all d best!! :)
just as Anonymous2 said. you will never be an obstacle to our happiness, such a silly girl for thinking that. friends are for life, in good or bad times, we support u when u need it, support each other. cannot be only you support us all the time wat! so no matter what happens, we are around to share with you whatever burdens you have...^_^
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