Today..very cool...i like such weather....the wind flow over me....the cool feeling really very good...In such weather,when u are hearing music...this is an amazing feeling...want to try?close your eyes...use your heart to hear the music....you will feel the difference when u use ear to hear and when you use ur heart to hear...totally different....heart...when you use heart to hear..you will feel the lyrics in the song is so meaningful....and some memories will suddenly appear in ur mind...sweet memories...
So,thats why..today my mind playing some memories again...and make me feel...time really pass so fast....very fast..until i just feel that..yesterday is like the first day i step into secondary school....
The first day i step in secondary school...feel very strange to the surrounding of the school...feel very strange to the friends that around me....that time,i start to think..is it my all primary school friends all disappear already?why i din found any of my primary school friends?then i just follow all students go into a big hall...and when i see there are so much students who are so strange...the scared feeling comes over me already....after a talk,i start to find my class...i very late just found out which is my class...When i found out my class,and i look around those people in this class...i really feel very strange...and very scared...This is because..NO ONE IN THIS CLASS IS MY FRIEND!!!!!I start to think,is it this is my night mare?but i dun realise...this is the start of my sweet dreams....
I keep quiet in my class for almost half year,i just know some of my friends...weird,is it?because i din talk much at my class..always alone...and i quite enjoy the feeling of alone..sometime..but sometime also quit lonely...I think,at that time..that is the new HUI SAN born again...coz she change into a person who is more quiet...din playfull anymore...but also think in the way of pessimistic already...totally different with the HUI SAN when primary school...who is very playfull,happy everyday,scared of nothing,always so optimistic...but this is not a good thing..coz she never think of her future...her study..is NEVER...but amazing is she score quite well in exam..but not UPSR...i think mayb this is the first time she 'fall down' ...very hurt..very painful..until she change into a different person....
The start of my sweet dream?why i said so?coz she found so much true friends...concern about her...share everything with her...sadness..happiness....and of course..at start,she very lonely..but one special friends make her change...a people with dark skin...haha...always so happy...try to talk with her..when they tuition togather...i think i will never forget until eternity..and the second one...the people let her know..she should study hard...and what is future..and what is hardwork....and a lot true friends who start to cheer her up..of course will not change her into primary school de HUI SAN...but..already make her very very happy...she already found the place to express her feeling..everything with her friends...that is the truth...Now,she realise...primary school?maybe ya..no worries at all,no sadness at all..but she found no true friend at there...just have friends who always play with her...happy togather..thats all...noone able to share everything with her....so i said..secondary school is the start of my sweet dream..and this dream still make me feel very sweet till now..sweet in my heart..play in mind...always...until the end of my life...all of this..never disappear...
Although it is over...but still can feel it's presence in my heart and mind...sometime,i do really hope some miracles could happen...time can be back again..let me 'sweet' for once again..although it is impossible...ya..impossible..so i also no need think so much about that...Now,so fast..i am going to face my f6...is it another sweet dream?or night mare?i don't know...but i will try hard for it....and make it into sweet dreams..that is my hopes..my promise to my family..my promise to myself..my promise to my friends..and a guarrentee if my future...it is everything for me....So,i am going to change into a more hardworking HUI SAN again?i hope i really able to do that.....friends,thanks for you all support..you all support is my moving strength to try hard for my future...and gambateh to all of you who wan go for f6!!!wish we can create a wonderful future ..sweet dream 2gether!!!!
So,thats why..today my mind playing some memories again...and make me feel...time really pass so fast....very fast..until i just feel that..yesterday is like the first day i step into secondary school....
The first day i step in secondary school...feel very strange to the surrounding of the school...feel very strange to the friends that around me....that time,i start to think..is it my all primary school friends all disappear already?why i din found any of my primary school friends?then i just follow all students go into a big hall...and when i see there are so much students who are so strange...the scared feeling comes over me already....after a talk,i start to find my class...i very late just found out which is my class...When i found out my class,and i look around those people in this class...i really feel very strange...and very scared...This is because..NO ONE IN THIS CLASS IS MY FRIEND!!!!!I start to think,is it this is my night mare?but i dun realise...this is the start of my sweet dreams....
I keep quiet in my class for almost half year,i just know some of my friends...weird,is it?because i din talk much at my class..always alone...and i quite enjoy the feeling of alone..sometime..but sometime also quit lonely...I think,at that time..that is the new HUI SAN born again...coz she change into a person who is more quiet...din playfull anymore...but also think in the way of pessimistic already...totally different with the HUI SAN when primary school...who is very playfull,happy everyday,scared of nothing,always so optimistic...but this is not a good thing..coz she never think of her future...her study..is NEVER...but amazing is she score quite well in exam..but not UPSR...i think mayb this is the first time she 'fall down' ...very hurt..very painful..until she change into a different person....
The start of my sweet dream?why i said so?coz she found so much true friends...concern about her...share everything with her...sadness..happiness....and of course..at start,she very lonely..but one special friends make her change...a people with dark skin...haha...always so happy...try to talk with her..when they tuition togather...i think i will never forget until eternity..and the second one...the people let her know..she should study hard...and what is future..and what is hardwork....and a lot true friends who start to cheer her up..of course will not change her into primary school de HUI SAN...but..already make her very very happy...she already found the place to express her feeling..everything with her friends...that is the truth...Now,she realise...primary school?maybe ya..no worries at all,no sadness at all..but she found no true friend at there...just have friends who always play with her...happy togather..thats all...noone able to share everything with her....so i said..secondary school is the start of my sweet dream..and this dream still make me feel very sweet till now..sweet in my heart..play in mind...always...until the end of my life...all of this..never disappear...
Although it is over...but still can feel it's presence in my heart and mind...sometime,i do really hope some miracles could happen...time can be back again..let me 'sweet' for once again..although it is impossible...ya..impossible..so i also no need think so much about that...Now,so fast..i am going to face my f6...is it another sweet dream?or night mare?i don't know...but i will try hard for it....and make it into sweet dreams..that is my hopes..my promise to my family..my promise to myself..my promise to my friends..and a guarrentee if my future...it is everything for me....So,i am going to change into a more hardworking HUI SAN again?i hope i really able to do that.....friends,thanks for you all support..you all support is my moving strength to try hard for my future...and gambateh to all of you who wan go for f6!!!wish we can create a wonderful future ..sweet dream 2gether!!!!
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