Feel

Feel is something can't be touch, can’t be understood, can’t be described; it just can be feeling inside our heart. Happy life should be simple, but yet human always get into more and more complex because of our feelings. Jealous feelings seriously can lead one into murder, goes into a wrong road and can't return back already. Sad feeling might cause commit suicide, destroy one's life. Happy feeling most wonderful, but it is too hard to achieve cause by our complex feelings. I know and totally understand that simple life lead to happiness, but yet how to make our life simple if we are having such complex feelings? And how to makes our feelings simple?

Feel can change anytime, sometime we can't even understand and can't even realise it. Try to imagine, how can it be? Just like sometime we thought we never like that person, but yet after sometime, we just realise actually he or she already left a very important place in our heart, but sometime it is too late to realise it. We thought we very hate that person actually we still very love that person. How can it be? It just can’t be explained.Without feel,without love, and without marriage, without break up,without sad,without happy,and human will become machine, this world no more wonderful.


We can cause of a feeling did something very crazy although we know it is crazy, but we just willing to do this just cause of this feeling. I guess everyone did this; I totally understand such type of feeling. Just like, I have a story here, someone without any reason, she very obsessed to one famous student who are very good in study and sports, treat her as idol, she just willing to do anything to get near into her, she never give up, this efforts never stop and continue until now, although she might get nothing in the end, she never regret although she know how stupid she is before this. But human inborn to be greedy, once we sacrifice a lot of things for someone, we will hopes for feedback from he or she, if we can’t get what we hopes, we will start to hate or blame him or her. But is it we should think like this? Is it the person makes us sacrificing everything for her or him? Is it he or she asks us to do this? The answer is NO, so we should not hopes any feedback from them, as all stupid or crazy things did just cause of our willingness, nothing related to them.

I wish there are ways to get rid of those negative feelings instead of have to wait it to fades away itself. This will makes us very suffer and can’t think of any way to solve it. But I know the only way to control this feeling just our conscious thinking, we should always have positive thinking, and think something from another views. This will make the thing simpler. Sometime not only complex feelings make our life complex, but also we ourselves make our life complex. Sometime a thing actually is very simple, but we human like to enlarge it. Just like break up with our boy friend, we try to enlarge it by feeling very sad cause of it and trying to tell ourselves we can’t life without he or she as our girl friend or boy friend. But after few days or if more serious, we actually can feel ourselves already can get rid of it. The truth is not you can’t, but is whether you want or not. If you can’t, that means you still hopes for something. If you want to get rid of it, sure you can do it, the condition is you truly get disappointed and already left no hopes for it.

Feelings are complex, but yet we can make it simple by our conscious and positive thinking. Add oil for everyone includes myself! I hope I can make my life simpler and happier!

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