For this holiday,except finish my MM2 and MM1 holiday homework,i feel nothing i had done..*sigh*..i feel myself wasting a lot of time...the things that i have planned to do during holiday,like useless only...=.='Now i still left 21 bio essays that i haven't complete,*sigh* again...but,holiday just left about 2 weeks only..T.T...Anyway,when thinking about this holiday,i really speechless...I really spend too much time for watching tv,eat,sleep and my computer...
After this holiday,i will be in upper six already,i started to feel scared...really scared...STPM,such a big word that make everyone shivering include me...Everytime i just know how to scare,but never really try hard for it...I wonder why i like that...Maybe i should know the reason.This is just because my real dream is not in study field...No motivation that push me to study harder..*sigh* again...I really hope i can really try harder and go into the local University...that is the only thing that i should think for now...and i hope my mind really can think for this only...
Last night,got such an entertainment show that have an instrumental competition...I am so like the music that played with the help of instrument...Hmm,the instruments like piano,drum,saxsafon,guitar,harmonica...The instrument that i most prefer is piano,saxsafon and harmonica...*sigh* again...I really wish i can learn one of it...But,my mum will never allow me to do so...She just will say it will waste her money only...I wish someone can teach me...*sigh*...The saxsafon that played with the music 'winter sonata',is totally nice,until i don't know what word should i use to describe it...I am so envy those who can learn those instrument...Music is such a big word make me can totally forget about everything when hear it...
Besides that,after this holiday,my sister also will go into secondary school.If any of my friends always view my post,i think you all will know the condition of my sister.But,if no...I think i mentioned a bit right here...(So sad to say out all of this)Her ear cannot hear sound,even with the help of the er3 ji1,she also can't really hear like what our 'real ear' can hear...So,coz of she can't hear what we said,she also can't exactly talk like normal people...her talking way sounds like really weird...Just me and my mother will know what she want to express...I feel very sad whenever talk about this.Coz of the reason mentioned above,she can't study well...So,she have to study peralihan for the next year...I am so worry...I scared i can't always protect her...As i know the people in secondary school are not good enough,I really scared she will being bullied...*sigh...Everytime i remind her to be careful when she go to secondary school,she told me that she feel scared...All of her friends can go into form 1,her tears flow from her eyes...At this moment,my tears also follow her tears and flow from my eyes too...what can i do?i just can hug her tighly...just to tell her i will always support her...I hope that all of you don't look down on her,try to help her if see she being bullied...that is the only thing you all can help me...please...
I think that's all for this post....maybe a bit bored coz all i mentioned is about my daily life...I will write something special in the next post...oh ya,for the last post,i really appreciate for all my friends that concern me,thanks ya...Now,everything is fine already...and i really hope it will last forever....
After this holiday,i will be in upper six already,i started to feel scared...really scared...STPM,such a big word that make everyone shivering include me...Everytime i just know how to scare,but never really try hard for it...I wonder why i like that...Maybe i should know the reason.This is just because my real dream is not in study field...No motivation that push me to study harder..*sigh* again...I really hope i can really try harder and go into the local University...that is the only thing that i should think for now...and i hope my mind really can think for this only...
Last night,got such an entertainment show that have an instrumental competition...I am so like the music that played with the help of instrument...Hmm,the instruments like piano,drum,saxsafon,guitar,harmonica...The instrument that i most prefer is piano,saxsafon and harmonica...*sigh* again...I really wish i can learn one of it...But,my mum will never allow me to do so...She just will say it will waste her money only...I wish someone can teach me...*sigh*...The saxsafon that played with the music 'winter sonata',is totally nice,until i don't know what word should i use to describe it...I am so envy those who can learn those instrument...Music is such a big word make me can totally forget about everything when hear it...
Besides that,after this holiday,my sister also will go into secondary school.If any of my friends always view my post,i think you all will know the condition of my sister.But,if no...I think i mentioned a bit right here...(So sad to say out all of this)Her ear cannot hear sound,even with the help of the er3 ji1,she also can't really hear like what our 'real ear' can hear...So,coz of she can't hear what we said,she also can't exactly talk like normal people...her talking way sounds like really weird...Just me and my mother will know what she want to express...I feel very sad whenever talk about this.Coz of the reason mentioned above,she can't study well...So,she have to study peralihan for the next year...I am so worry...I scared i can't always protect her...As i know the people in secondary school are not good enough,I really scared she will being bullied...*sigh...Everytime i remind her to be careful when she go to secondary school,she told me that she feel scared...All of her friends can go into form 1,her tears flow from her eyes...At this moment,my tears also follow her tears and flow from my eyes too...what can i do?i just can hug her tighly...just to tell her i will always support her...I hope that all of you don't look down on her,try to help her if see she being bullied...that is the only thing you all can help me...please...
I think that's all for this post....maybe a bit bored coz all i mentioned is about my daily life...I will write something special in the next post...oh ya,for the last post,i really appreciate for all my friends that concern me,thanks ya...Now,everything is fine already...and i really hope it will last forever....
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