What must be done in this holiday??!!=.='

HAIZ~one week holiday,sweat..=.='but a lot homework,practical,exams are waiting me..I really will become crazy...I hope for one month holiday actually,haha..so that i can do what i want(sleep,eat,watch olympic,play sms,....swt..=.=')and of course spend more time with my dear friends who all come back to Kota Bharu..^^Hmm,i think tomorrow i am going to meet them,yeah!!!damn miss you all,without realise,you all play such so important role in my bottom heart...T.T..

Few months din see you,and less sms with you already,I thought i can fully declared that i din miss you a lot like before already.But,after chatting with you yesterday,I realise i am just like cheating myself.I still very miss you,and treat you as my most bestie than anyone around me.Coz you are the one who always share my happiness and sadness..always support no matter what had happen.After chatting with you,i always feel like very comfortable...really..Maybe you feel that you din help me anything,but i can tell you that you had help me a lot.Imagining how you had become now...I think i din have chance to meet you this time although you now at k.b already.HAIZ...coz i din close with your friends,and you din close with my friends,just left we two...I scared that i will make you feel bored and i really just want a sweet memory with you.I want to see my this dear friend smile along when you are with me...Everytime you treat me such good,my heart feel like a bit ..how to say..hmm,like after you had eat lemon or something which is sour...until your heart will feels sour too.This is because i have hurt you before.Before this,duno why,i had decide to give up this friendship before..But,i can promise you,start from now,this moment,this second,my stupid mind will not think such stupid thing again.I promise...You will be my bestie forever...and ever...I really miss you,wish have such a chance that i can meet you for few seconds,really..few seconds also never mind...O_0''

HOLIDAY,such a big word that can make all people feel a relief and feel very happy..but,what can be done in one week..=.='do few exercises of MM1,and din touch any notes of biology,and din touch any of chemistry notes...???!!!=.='Haiz,hope school will give us few weeks holiday for form 6 students.As one week really very insufficient for us to complete our hill,and tones of homework,tones of exams waiting us,scary practical and experiment which really very blur waiting us too,which make me breathless..zzz~But,hope and hope..also useless,as this is unchangeable..one week is really one week..What can i do just try to appreciate every second and every minutes that i have for now..(writting blog now..=.=')

Hmm,so I must write down what i must complete in this holiday(left four days..swt..=.=')keep on reminding myself..!!!!

1.revision my Biology(DNA!!!DNA!!!what is that??!!) coz next week will have Biology exam AGAIN..(after every chapter of Biology,teacher always give us exam)..

2.revision my MM2(blurrr subject...super blurr subject,i must get it clear!!!!)next week exam also...=.='

3.Make myself clear that what must prepared and know about the experiment that will be carrying on next week also..=.='scary~coz it is do by individually...=.='

4.if possible,must finish my MM1 exercises...Review chapter which contains 27 super tough questions,but now i just complete..4 questions..=.='

5.my p.a homeworks at school all like half-finished or din touch at all..swt..=.='zzz...

6.if possible,want to try to do Mr.Yam homework for ONCE...(as i never do his homework before..swt..=.=')sorryT.T..Mr.yam..zzz~


I think that's all,if i remember that which i forget to write in this blog,i will add in later on...HAIZ,hope i can finish all of this stuffs...pray hard..swt..=.='...

Let it be,that is the words that i learn for this week,like what you said,i have done my part and what i need to do,so what i can and need to do now is...'let it be...'I will appreciate what i have now,and i will remember your words,never do things that i wil regret already..Thanks for give me such lots advices ya^^i will remember instead of remember my Biology things..(swt..=.=')..hahahaha^^I will appreciate every friendship I have now...and especially you..^^Maybe something that had past,i should not think back again and again,just let it be...then i might can be a happy huisan^^I will come back become a happy huisan after this holiday,i promise^^..and be a hardoworking huisan..swt..=.='(if possible)..throw every of my sadness into the sea!!!!and ignore anyone that hurt me!!~~~cheer up^^The thing that i need to do now just do well in exam and go into local university!!!!that's all^^

Friends!!Tomorrow i will take a lot photo with you all,hope it will be our sweet memories...I love you all!!!!and will miss you all !!!^^always be my bestie till the end of my life..T.T...

2 comments:

Sebastian the Crabby said...

Wow~
Do homework ar?
I din even bother to do lo...since i ard failed my MM, now no motivation 2 finish it...
Haha...I totally ABAIKAN my homework...what's the point doing it since i still fail the subjects?
Anyway...Add oil na~

- cUlTiVaTeD CiViLiAn - said...

sipe long~