From THAT DAY till now...i think have 2 weeks d...my mood become better now...and start to know 'how to smile' d...maybe time let my sadness become less...and my heart not so pain d...thanks...friends...and my lovely mum...without u all...i think i duno myself become how d..a 'dead body'??or?din brave to imagine...haha..mum...I promise you...next time..I will not let you disappointed again...That is my PROMISE to you...ur words let me feel very touched....and let my tears flow again....friends..if I have did anything wrong to you all..like being cool to u all..sorry...I just duno how to control myself that time..please forgive me,k?although say mood have become better...but 'the wound in my heart' can never recover...the only just can become better....sometime still will feel pain whenever think back ....sometime apply whatever things ...sometime when I hear my friends going to college...sometime when i hear friends can apply scholarship....haihzzz..this all I just cannot control myself ....my heart will pain automatically....sometime really 'hate my heart'...why don't just 'keep quit'...don't pain too much??hahahaha..funny,izzit?I just can say...I still need time bah..but is uncountable...duno will last for how long...really duno...but don't worry bah..atleast i still can be back like before de hui san...haha..who will still bom people...and play around with friends..don't worry...hahahha...
Now...my future is just blur....80% i think is form6....but sometime suddenly mind will move to college...hahaha...i really hate to think about it....maybe i should concentrate to f6...and have a good result when STPM...that's all...izzit?hahahaha...and dun think too much can d...hahahaha....yayaya...i think i should be like this...then everything can be settle d..I will not be so 'luanzzzz'...hahaha...I hope this world will have a medicine which eat then will not think sadness d...just will think happiness...then can happy for whole day d...hahahaha...
last....thanks again to all my friends...and sorry let u all worry me...good luck to all of you ya...good luck for u all future....I will always support you...hmm...duno how are one of my best friend ni..who go visit hospital de...hahaha...hope you have fun ya...when u back...i am ready to hear ur story....oh ya...and i am very happy to hear u wan back to kel d...and i know u very happy now...hahahaha...c u that time..miss you^^...hahahaha...hmm..ya...and one of my friend oso wan birthday d niiii..i will help her countdown de...kakakaka...hope she will enjoy when she birthday...^^
Now...my future is just blur....80% i think is form6....but sometime suddenly mind will move to college...hahaha...i really hate to think about it....maybe i should concentrate to f6...and have a good result when STPM...that's all...izzit?hahahaha...and dun think too much can d...hahahaha....yayaya...i think i should be like this...then everything can be settle d..I will not be so 'luanzzzz'...hahaha...I hope this world will have a medicine which eat then will not think sadness d...just will think happiness...then can happy for whole day d...hahahaha...
last....thanks again to all my friends...and sorry let u all worry me...good luck to all of you ya...good luck for u all future....I will always support you...hmm...duno how are one of my best friend ni..who go visit hospital de...hahaha...hope you have fun ya...when u back...i am ready to hear ur story....oh ya...and i am very happy to hear u wan back to kel d...and i know u very happy now...hahahaha...c u that time..miss you^^...hahahaha...hmm..ya...and one of my friend oso wan birthday d niiii..i will help her countdown de...kakakaka...hope she will enjoy when she birthday...^^
2 comments:
huisan ah~ glad that u feel better now~ jia you! gambateh! ^^
^_^ i do so hope i'm one of ur friends who contributed...man man lai...take ur time...
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