Keep on blaming myself...heart keep on feeling pain...tears keep on dropping....keep on hiding myself from anyone....that is my life in this few days....friends....thanks for concern me...and sorry coz din reply u all messages...i not dun wan reply...but...duno how to reply...Just like what i said before...I had 'fall down' many times...If I 'fall down' again...I duno myself will become how...Now,I know d...I just like a dead body...no smiles appear at my face...nothing can cheear me up...got to see my parents disappointed face...such life is just like I had 'fall down'into a place called 'hell'...noone can rescue me from that place...But,I promise myself and parents...I will 'stand up' again...now I starting a new life...but still no smiles could appear at my face....I will fight against for STPM...coz I know that is the only way that I wan rescue my future....If I 'fall down' again..I ...my future...will just gone like that...disappear ...So,I will not let my future become like that...I will 'stand up'again...friends...don't worry...But,I still can't even face anyone of my friends..now...even best friends....I don't want become an 'obstacle'of your all happiness...I just let myself sad alone...and din express to anyone this few days....sorry..friends...I can't sure whether before de Hui San will still appear infront of you all or not...maybe will become another people without smiles...just in her study world...coz not to let her future gone...maybe Hui San will change into such type of person....
That day....I will never forget...the day which I first time found no place for me to go...scared to go home...but finally still feel home is the best place for me to hide...mum keep on blaming me...but finally..still comfort me...I feel very touched...at that time,I just realise my mum....is so good....but more good she treat me..more tears dropping from my eyes...coz I let her disappointed...sorry..really sorry....maybe for SPM,I really din try my best..but I really promise...I will fight harder for STPM...I promise....no more play....
friends...I duno how to face you all..this situation duno will last for how long...few days?fe months?or?i really duno...just can say sorry...I promise you all..I will not give up...will not hurt myself...but...I can't promise smiles whether still can appear at my face and can't promise whether I will become before de hui san who play around with you all...I am no longer a good friend maybe....just can tell you all...I am stil ok..although now I still live in 'a sad world'....I have pass my car exam...and I maybe no need go NS already...thats all I wan to tell you all....
That day....I will never forget...the day which I first time found no place for me to go...scared to go home...but finally still feel home is the best place for me to hide...mum keep on blaming me...but finally..still comfort me...I feel very touched...at that time,I just realise my mum....is so good....but more good she treat me..more tears dropping from my eyes...coz I let her disappointed...sorry..really sorry....maybe for SPM,I really din try my best..but I really promise...I will fight harder for STPM...I promise....no more play....
friends...I duno how to face you all..this situation duno will last for how long...few days?fe months?or?i really duno...just can say sorry...I promise you all..I will not give up...will not hurt myself...but...I can't promise smiles whether still can appear at my face and can't promise whether I will become before de hui san who play around with you all...I am no longer a good friend maybe....just can tell you all...I am stil ok..although now I still live in 'a sad world'....I have pass my car exam...and I maybe no need go NS already...thats all I wan to tell you all....
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hmm~ hui san, hope that you will feel better soon and fight again! do remember you always have us, friends with you! if you feel like wanna find someone to share your sadness, you can find me and i'm there for you! although i'm not really good in comforting people, i promise you that i will try my best to be a good listener and comfort you as best as i could! ok? =) 加油！
it's not exactly all smiles for me either, my mum's face is still "dark". I'm glad that you will stand up again, Hui San will never give up, if you ever need us, we will be around, because you've been there for us when we needed a friend. We will support you, so don't do everything alone..
And please don't stop singing because i love to hear you sing
And again, life is not only about SPM & STPM! Don't simply say things like your future will disappear. If you don't give up, hope is always always there! I wish you the best!!!
u'll stand up again!!! 4 sure!!! v'll always support u no matter wat happen k.. really la... since u hv chose d path that u 1.. jz go 4 it n make the best of it!!! d HUI SAN that i knew, waiting 4 u 2 joke n bombing me k.. no eyes monster!!! faster come back la!!! dun let us wait 4 so long k...
hui san...i really sad when i read till half...and i understand ur feelings.......as u treat me good b4, whenever i got problem n find u..u always try d best to help me..but now since u so sad..i oso hope i can help u sth..so,u can find me juz like wat i do b4...juz hope tat i can try my best to help u when u sad...mayb u tel any1 ppl n u wil feel better nih.. it's ok u dun reply our msg.. v all knw it...All in all,V all wait4 u... to get out from d 'hell'..u sure can de!!juz need time..as fast as posible. i thk u r very brave..if me i dunno how d lo... Hehe,happy to knw tht u passed driving test d!!! congratulations o^^...
Be happy...cheer up,k? my dear friend!
Thanks...but I can't face you all like before so fast...I duno when just be like before de me...really duno when..and maybe will hurt you all..coz mayb i no longer be a good friend infront of you all d...coz I can't get out from 'my sad world' lui...but for sure..I will 'start a new life'...Thanks friends...I feel so touched for you all concern...thanks...
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