2day is my best friend birthday....b4 this..i have ready all presents and surprise for her...although at that time i already feel sick...but i just still try my best to prepare all things....but suddenly the surprise plan cannot go on...so make me feel so disappointed...coz duno why...i hope this best friend will feel happy when her birthday...just wish her very happy...So,at that time..i dunno what should i do..change the plan???or?finally oso settle d la...atleast she get surprise when i give her the big present..when i go 2 meet her..i give her my own present to her..then me and another friend bring her to cityjaya...pretend to walk around only..then i quickly get the big present which i share with some friends,bought b4 her birthday de to her...haha..she feel shocked..and surprised...c her like that..i feel very happy d...Then,i got to celebrate with her class friends..although i not so close to them..but coz of my this best friend...i just keep on smiling to them..and try to talk to them bah...i just 1 say..i already try my best....but dunno whether i am sensitive or...i just feel her...when with her class friends..she feel not so happy....dunno why...haizz...hope is me sensitive bah....
When my surprise plan cannot go on ...then when i thinking another plan..suddenly i feel so tired...In this moment,some questions appear in my mind...'i try so hard to let my friend happy...until sometime i really tired....is it worth?did they feel my care to them??or ?dunno why...just feel like that suddenly...b4 this,when i try my best to make presents for my friends....i never get tired...but now bcum more and more tired...is that because i older d??or?i get tired coz of friendship???but why i get tired coz of friendship??because i sometime feel disappointed to them...maybe sometime too care a person,when that person did not do wat u wish..u will feel disappointed and suddenly feel tired about wat u did to them...is it like that i felt???i really dunno...haizzz...my mood is so complex..till i dunno why i am tired and got a bit sad....duuno why....
But i feel very happy is ...2day...another best friend or idol have accompany me..sms with me for whole day long...really wan say 'thanks you' to her...when i feel tired or sad...i always can share with her...thanks...really...wat i sure is when i try my best to this best friend...i never feel tired..dunno why....b4 this...ya..she got let me disappointed...but maybe is me the one..too sensitive d....no matter how...i know u care for me....thanks....let me feel touched again....
When my surprise plan cannot go on ...then when i thinking another plan..suddenly i feel so tired...In this moment,some questions appear in my mind...'i try so hard to let my friend happy...until sometime i really tired....is it worth?did they feel my care to them??or ?dunno why...just feel like that suddenly...b4 this,when i try my best to make presents for my friends....i never get tired...but now bcum more and more tired...is that because i older d??or?i get tired coz of friendship???but why i get tired coz of friendship??because i sometime feel disappointed to them...maybe sometime too care a person,when that person did not do wat u wish..u will feel disappointed and suddenly feel tired about wat u did to them...is it like that i felt???i really dunno...haizzz...my mood is so complex..till i dunno why i am tired and got a bit sad....duuno why....
But i feel very happy is ...2day...another best friend or idol have accompany me..sms with me for whole day long...really wan say 'thanks you' to her...when i feel tired or sad...i always can share with her...thanks...really...wat i sure is when i try my best to this best friend...i never feel tired..dunno why....b4 this...ya..she got let me disappointed...but maybe is me the one..too sensitive d....no matter how...i know u care for me....thanks....let me feel touched again....
2 comments:
The most probable reason you were tired is because you were tired.
Worrying about small details...maybe like, "will she like this?" "will this be the right choice?" "can this really work?" will really make you tired. So i say it's not due to the friendship, but more that you wanted it to be perfect for her..
It was like that for me when i made myself tired trying to make things go the way i want (perfect for everyone)...^^;; So don't worry dear~~
ya..after what u said,i also think so...maybe i give too much pressure to myself...that is 'must let her happy'....so i will become tired...but not cause of friendship...now i understand d...thanks...kakaka...^^
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