friendship....true friends really exist....

When I was in primary school...in my mind...friends?? Friends just like who can accompany me to play...to talk.....nothing can be done with friend...but, start from secondary school....don’t know why...is that I become matured? Or the true friend in my life had existed? my answer always is 'don't know'....at first ...during form 1,i feel very bored at my class...cause no one friend which I know...so every time go to my class...just like hell...but after half year....I have found many true friend in that class...and of course found my idol...who is very clever.. .Smart in her studies...polite....at that time, I can never think...in this world. got such perfect person....from her, I learn many things....I learn to be hardworking...we have to work hard to achieve success...from her, I realize...my ambition...although this ambition may not be true...but, at least from her encouragement...I had entered singing competition...just I honestly tell everyone that. Without her, I will not enter any competition...this is because I always is a person who is lack of confidence...I always din have any confident...I just realize....from singing, I found my confidence....

This idol...not only such an idol so simple...she is also my best friend...whenever I sad. happy...I always wish to share with her everything....maybe this is what I called "true friend'...I just remember one time...form 4...I cried very sadly...she come to comfort me...but when I c her, I cry more...don’t know why...maybe because...we cannot behave like nth in front of friends that we trust....we appreciate....I also remember...how she treat me...one day which is rain very heavily...we walk together to go back from primary school...she scared me sick...so she bring along an umbrella from her car so that I will not sick because of rain...my god. This really make me feel touched....in my heart. Thousands of thanks can never be said to her....

When I win in a singing competition, she is the first person run from the stage...we hug each other...that is really a sweet memory...I think I can never forget it...never...in my life...got one time...we just like having 'cold war'...we din talk to each other...din care each other....whenever I pass by her class...actually I very care of her...but I always pretend not to care her...even c her. She always wants to say 'hello' to me. I know. but I always pretend din c her....when I am outside of her class...she is looking at me...I know....I know her heart sure feel pain...as I din care her for few weeks...actually my heart also pain like u....finally she wrote me a letter...'in her heart, I always is her best friend...'then. .hundreds .thousands of sorry appears in my heart again...I know...both of us are wrong...but thanks...to say this sentence to me. Maybe I just need this sentence to be friend back with u again...in my mouth. I always say to other friends. I wan forget about u... because I know. After from 5...like now’s already left me and go to study d....i just dun wan myself to suffer...cause i miss u. . .My dear friend...actually In fact...I never forget about u...it just cant easily to forget u....five years friendship....not so short...and not so long...but for sure...all sweet memories are all inside this five years....which let me when thinking about u...my heart just half sweet and pain...pain cause miss u...sweet cause u also bring happiness to me...friends...i always hope u are doing good....always take care...I will miss u in my bottom of heart...waiting to meet u....always support u...I will never forget the story begin when we meet each other....and such wonderful friendship between us....thanks for being my best friend....

Another best friend who always support me......I think she is changing me......when form 1.......I just din feel like want talk to anyone....she is the first person to talk to me...who try to understand me...at first, I just feel why this person always disturb me.....but at last, like now......I already learn to appreciate her...whenever I have sadness......she sure by my side...whenever I happy...we sure share together...play like a fool......that other people will not understand us...they just curious why... just we appreciate this friendship...care of each other......whenever we argue......we sure cry for each other...is that funny?...in my mind, when I am crying...I know she also will cry like me...I also remember when form 4..i cried badly...she just accompany by my side...I blame her...cause I don't want let her c my sad face...but she just din care...always accompany me...although I blame u..But in my heart Thousands of 'thanks' appears....and I really feel touched....thanks...when at tuition, we always play like a fool too...even teacher also ask. Ha-ha...that’s really a sweet memories...believe me. I will never forget....especially those cute nick names that we create....hihi...I also never forget....

We also have same interest....that is sing....start from form 3, we start to perform singing together....with a group...although we does not get the first prizes...but I will not forget the happiness when we practice songs together....never forget....and at that time, I just really realizes...the stage is the place that I can found my confidence....because of your encouragement...I just can be brave to stand on the stage....thanks...really thanks....without you, I also will not sing for my first time solo songs in the stage ....really.....when I am scare, your warm hand just can calm me down....thanks...really thanks...believe me, I will not forget you....maybe ...maybe i will forget your name....but not your appearance....because your face already 'curved' in my heart...never disappear...never...

True friend really exist....they will just share anything with u all...just try to appreciate friend...I just always believe. If we care for them they sure can feel it...and they will try to appreciate us...then a wonderful...sweet...friendship will happen between us......friendship???someone told me...it just like love...I don’t know...I just know...without friends...best friend...my life just like empty....no happiness...no at all....and the life just have no meaning at all....I cannot imagine when no friends around...just cannot imagine...so, I just wan to say....friends. Whenever u all at where...I will never forget u all....my heart already 'recognize' u all...so in the rest of my life I also will never forget u all....believe me...I will appreciate friendship....it is most precious thing in my life...no other things can replace it...friendship just like a miracle...