To my friends...


Standing infront of library which is full of my sweet memories,
Standing infront of the previous classes which is full of laughter,
standing infront of the canteen which is the place where we always meet,
My heart feel sweet and sour..and even pain...
Sweet,because all of this really my sweet,happy memories,sweet deep in my heart..
Sour,because the places are still exist...
but, friends that involve in all of this sweet memories are all leave...
Sad,because I really miss them...but,all of this sweet memories will always stay alive in my heart..never,never disappear...curved in my heart...
My heart never change till now...although i really want it to be changed....
I might change in the future start from now...
But,I still will care best friends that really worth for me to care...
But,I really don't know i can be changed or not...
Wish to change,because the definition of love have changed...
Love??Friendship??
Distance and time really is a factor to change a wonderful Love and friendship?
No matter is distance between two people's heart or between places,
For me,it really able to change Love and friendship...
Time,..able to let Love and friendship fades...
I feel the distance between us becomes more far and far...I no longer really know you...mentally...what is in ur heart...
I care about you,but maybe coz of too cares,i hurted you...
and myself being hurted too...I am very tired...although i care aboutyou...
What should i do?
maybe nothing,I am too tired to do anything...
I scared i will being hurted again....
Our sweet memories,I will never forget...
Still stay alive in my heart...making my heart feel pain and sweet...
I choosed to let it go...but,I doubt is it really works for us...
Unknown...
maybe time can be the best thing to proove all of this...
I just know until this moment,this second,i still care aboutyou...
My friend...
For my friend who do not meet for few years,
I am sorry to say...
i think time and distance will be a factor to let our friendship fades...
Honestly,i don't really care you like before,
i am sorry...
As i know you still very care about me like before...
But,i promise...
i will try my best to care you just like before...
and maintain our friendship till forever...
I promise...
For my friends that always support me...
Time and distance really not a factor for this case....
Maybe before this,i thought i miss you less than before..
and I not really care about you like before...
But,I am truly wrong...
whenever meet you again and hear again ur sweet voice,
you still the best friend who able touched my heart...
make my heart beat faster than usual...
your advices,your supports,your sweet voices have touched my heart....
curved in my heart,
become the best motivation for me to continue my journey...
no matter how hard my journey is...
I appreciate that...and will always appreciate our friendship...
you always is the one willing to share my difficulties,problems,sadness..and even happiness...
Thanks...
Even thousand of thanks also can't express how much i appreciate your help...
Your cares for me..I will always remember...
No matter how shy we are infront of others,
i know...in our heart,we still treat each other as best friend...
forever...
friendship forever....
Going to meet you,my heart beat faster...
don't know why...Maybe i scared we will shy like before...
But i still willing to face it...
coz i willing to do anything...
just to maintain this sweet and wonderful best friend like you..
and our wonderful friendship...
I wish we can talk as much like usual...
and really behave like best friend...
even can't,i also will not blame for anything...
coz i know,you also don't know why we will like this...
but,i don't care...I just want to see you...
as i really very miss you..
my dear friend...
waiting you all to come back,
that is the only hope for me recently...
I really wish we can talk happily like before...
you all really always able to cheer me up...
share my problems..
i appreciate our friendship..
believes me,
you all will always my best friend..
deep in my heart..
i miss you all...
my friends...
waiting you all to come back...
I love you all,friends...
stay happy always...
remember that i will always cares for you all,support you all,
try my best to do anything for you all...
my best friends..

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