Today,my mind always playing some questions...'a friend that u feel that u will not share your sadness or even happiness with her anymore,is she still your best friend,true friend?"I just feel whenever i plan to share my sadness with her,she gave me a respond,like not so willing to share...And whenever i am very sad,the one who appear by my side and give me the best advice,is not her anymore...she even don't know when i am sad.Especially 'the scary day'...I realise who is really concern about me.This make me lost all confident to her...Ya,in my heart,i still very very care about her,but i just maybe don't treat her like before already...Coz she really make me disappointed.Actually i just want to say,' sorry,sometime do not treat you like before already,but sometime i really feel nothing want to talk with you already...i am very sorry to say that...I behave like i not so care about you,but FIVE YEARS friendship make me still very very care about you...' Maybe u din did anything wrong la,just i....haiz,i also duno how to say...I still appreciate this friendship deep in my bottom heart....i also admit me myself is also a weird people,sometime people will not catch when i am really sad...so duno is her wrong or my wrong...and i know i din blame her for anything.Now,maybe she just can be a friend that can play around with me....Although in my heart she still my best friend,but my heart like try to 'reject' her as best friend already...just to avoid myself being hurt...
Today,after heard what our principle said,ya,what he said is right...This make me pick up my confidence again. Form 6 maybe is a good choice also...and if we study hard,we can make it!!!! Although din score well in spm,but if try harder,i still can make it for stpm!!!!!so now what i have to do is just concentrate for stpm!!!trying to tuition anywhere to make me better,try to arrange my time so that i will not waste my time^^i wish i really can make it...for myself,my family,and also for my all lovely friends who really concern about me....
Haiz,i truly miss my friends who went to study...chuey sien!!!yie wan!!!i miss the time when we all 2gether!!!i wish u two are doing good.....without you two,i like not very used to it already...But,no matter how tired,u two must be tough to face OOO!!!i always support you two...yie wan,without you,no one can cheer me up already,make me happy like before.No matter how sad i am,you still able to make me happy again...i miss youT.T....chuey sien,when i am sad,you try to share my sadness.Now without your advice,i don't know how to share my sadness with other people already..I miss you tooT.T...waiting the time we can meet each other!!!!!!!i also always miss a friend who is still in kelantan...but is going to leave me AGAIN...I wish JPA will not send her to a place which is very far and very pian1 pi4 de...Coz i will worry about her...Gambateh o,no matter you are going where,i always support you,and i will try every way to keep in touch with you...I will miss you tooT.T...haiz,school time without all of you,maybe no more a very happy school time for me now...every day go to school,see everything around the school,just make me more miss you all...
Today,after heard what our principle said,ya,what he said is right...This make me pick up my confidence again. Form 6 maybe is a good choice also...and if we study hard,we can make it!!!! Although din score well in spm,but if try harder,i still can make it for stpm!!!!!so now what i have to do is just concentrate for stpm!!!trying to tuition anywhere to make me better,try to arrange my time so that i will not waste my time^^i wish i really can make it...for myself,my family,and also for my all lovely friends who really concern about me....
Haiz,i truly miss my friends who went to study...chuey sien!!!yie wan!!!i miss the time when we all 2gether!!!i wish u two are doing good.....without you two,i like not very used to it already...But,no matter how tired,u two must be tough to face OOO!!!i always support you two...yie wan,without you,no one can cheer me up already,make me happy like before.No matter how sad i am,you still able to make me happy again...i miss youT.T....chuey sien,when i am sad,you try to share my sadness.Now without your advice,i don't know how to share my sadness with other people already..I miss you tooT.T...waiting the time we can meet each other!!!!!!!i also always miss a friend who is still in kelantan...but is going to leave me AGAIN...I wish JPA will not send her to a place which is very far and very pian1 pi4 de...Coz i will worry about her...Gambateh o,no matter you are going where,i always support you,and i will try every way to keep in touch with you...I will miss you tooT.T...haiz,school time without all of you,maybe no more a very happy school time for me now...every day go to school,see everything around the school,just make me more miss you all...
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Hmm...think from another point of view...maybe when you wanted to talk to her, at that time she's also feeling sad. Maybe she also needs encouragement from others, so she couldn't help you. Don't think too much, but it's very good to express your feelings, in this way you can avoid misunderstanding...i think ^.^
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