The heart pain feeling always around my heart...never stop...just sometime become better...but sometime may become worse...which let my heart unable to beat like normal again...full of scared...full of wound...full of 'sword'....now maybe already broke into pieces....but 'it' can still being 'save' by friend's support and concern...family comfort....Most important is it stil in need of time...duno how long...one months more...two months...one year???!!!this is uncountable....noone can predict of tat..even me myself...i can't control this heart already....sometime really think that is it this heart belongs to me?if it is really belong to me...why i always want 'it' to become happy...but 'it' always know how to pain only....THAT IS MY HEART.....but dun worry...i will keep myself happy....i will try my best to happy although so many sadness happen to me...but i know one way to cure this heart...is me myself...only me myself can save this heart..I really hope...'it' will recover as fast as possible...so that smiles can always appear in my face....be back before always play jokes and will not try to hide from anyone ...THE REAL HUI SAN....i will try ..try my best...i know someone may can let my this heart being save faster....guess who are them?ya...they are called 'BEST FRIEND' and 'FAMILY'...their concern maybe let this heart alive again...then beat very normal....ya..i really need this....except time is the best medicine...this all concern also can call as medicine for me...ya..i will recover..for sure...even the time in need is uncountable...but i still will try to keep myself happy like before....will not let anyone worry..,thats is what i have to do....someone told me...live happily is most important things...ya...now i really think so...and i already learn not to think too much..i will learn....i really wish can be HUI SAN that less have sadness...but will bring happiness to my friends....because friends may create a rainbow in my life....when they happy...then i will happy too...ya...maybe what u all said are correct....THAT IS ME..who is very care for friendship...this maybe is my personality...whithout this personality....THAT IS NOT ME ANYMORE...so i just be back myself...be A REAL HUI SAN again....
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yup, just be urself and everything will be fine ^^ jia you! ^^ become back the happy and sha sha hui san nah~ wakakakaka... xD
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