no more idol...kaka^^a weird and special friendship that i never face...and a wonderful group i want to introduce^^

Friendship....a weird friendship happen between us...i first time will feel shy infront to a friend that i treat her as best friend.This is not my own problem,but our both problem.We will feel shy if we face each other infront a lot of friends,and cannot talk naturally.why le?we both also don't know the answer.After chatting and chatting,but still don't know the answer.haha..really weird.But,if i think in another expect?is it this friendship not suppose to say it weird,but say it special?because of such weird things happen between us,then just make this friendship most special than others.is it what i think is right?kaka~but think like this,will make us more happy about it^^think optimistic mar...haha..u all want me to do that de.wakaka~~But,after we say out everything,i really feel quite comfortable already,or else my heart just like want to explode already.This is because 'it' is full of questions,full of doubtful,full of the shy condition between us...so complicated...but,no matter,it is such sweet already.This is because in our heart we got a place for each other...that is true friend.Maybe that is enough for me.

My present for you..i am very happy that you like it and treat my present as precious present....thanks...although i don't want you say thanks for me,but me is the one would like to say thanks...haha...i am very glad to know you say you will keep it nicely...my heart out a sentence:''yeah!!!you like it!!!'wakakaka..^^ya...those present i had spend much energy and time to make it better and better...haha..so i am very touched to know you like it^^

K...finish my friendship things..then in this post,i wan introduce a wonderful singing and dance group^^from the amazing singing voice...see the wonderdul dance step...hear the beautiful and amazing high voice....hear the shout of all audience....then this wonderful group..must be our DONG BANG SHIN KI!!!!!!!!^^famous for half of the world!!hmm...before this,i always heard people crazy of them.Then my mind will wondering..what so good about this group?coz of appearance?haiyo,no need so crazy mar...but,now i realise..they not only good in singing but also good in dancing...is extremely the best in the world..not only good..kaka~~till i duno got use what world to describe it...they able to sing while dance as this is most hard for a singer to do that.Although sometime may out of the key,but this show that they really try hard for that.Every member in this group...have their own beautiful voice...and own style...This wonderful group,can't even less a member.This is because every member is such important in this group!!!!They own style make this group wonderful~~hmm..let me introduce every member in this group~~


U-KNOW~~~^^/yunho^^

wow...a good leader of dong bang shin ki!!!extremely good in dancing^^and a charisma leader^^his voice not very high...but also quite good..have a sweet voice actually. He is suitablein rap song ..and i realise he is very good in rap song..^^





























Hero~~~/Jaejoong

hmm...this is very secretive handsome boy~~get no.1 handsome in Asia!!!!!He have a wonderful voice which can make people touched and of course a beautiful high voice...^^His wonderful voice suitable in slow and romantic song which really able to make tears flow from my eyes..of course..also suitable in fast song^^coz his voice just very wonderful^^



























Micky/yoochun^^

Most charisma boy^^haha...having a most different voice with others...hmm..mayb use sexy voice to describe his voice ..maybe?haha^^He is very good in rap song too...and able to write a very good..touched songs...just like 'girl friend'...which able to make all girls being attracted to this song...haha^^


























Xiah/junsu^^

hmm...most cute boy!!!haha..get 4rd place most cute boy!!!wow~~haha...he have an unique voice^^and when even he talk,also talk with a soft voice...coz he really having an unique voice^^kaka~he also very good in dancing....and his voice is most stable one ..when dance,his voice hard to out of the key...wow^^very pro,right?no wonder my friend will crazy of him..kaka^^






























Max/Chang min
hmm...chang min is the youngest boy in this group~~He having a very very high voice!!!!!i think his voice can even fight with girls^^hmm...his very high shout in 'rising sun' is most amazing^^kaka~~


























wow..finally finish!!!

how can it be??

The question keep on repeating appear in my mind.Looking at the clock,time already become later and later.But,my mind still can't ever get out of that question.Asking and asking...but no one can answer my questions.

Maybe i should ask the friend that let me keep on thinking this question.But,how to ask?izzit just ask her...why we can be so close when chatting in msn and sms...but not when we face each other?coz i am not sure whether the problem is me..or we both....is me that one who is too shy to talk to her everytime?or we both also like that?5 years half friendship....in this 5 and half years...i always thought that in my heart..she is my idol for forever...but i din realise since when i din treat her as idol anymore...but till now,i also din sure,izzit i din treat her as idol already?or maybe i treat her as idol just less than before,and still treat her as idol?Face to you,half idol and half best friend...make my mind so doubtful...duno how am i going to face you..duno what am i suppose to talk with you...duno how am i going to communicate with you..duno where to start the conversation with you...Such friendship..will let me think too much..and finally make me tired...i really duno wan get tired coz of friendship...This is because..till now,i really have no confident to my family already...u all sure feel weird..right?There are some stories behind this..but i dun wan to mention about it already.Just in short words,friendship is the only 'place' that can let me rest,let me share everything,let me express my sadness and happiness.So,that 's why i said,friendship is my most precious thing in my life!That why i always think much in friendship problem.Because i don't wan the only 'place' that can bring happiness for me just disappear like that and i don't want 'it' change to a 'place' that make me tired.....So,i just want to get clear in friendship and be happy coz of it.That's all for me.

I really wish to find the 'best friend' feel between us.From i know you till now,i wondering ...izzit such feel never appear between us?and maybe even 'friend feel' never exist too?like what i mention before in my last post..'best friend' feel..is just like someone you can crazy with...someone you can share everything with...someone you can share sadness and happiness..and how can when in msn and sms,we can be such type of friend..but when we face each other infront of a lot people..then we change to another type of friend...what type of friend?i also duno the answer...i wish anyone can answer me....i wish to find the correct reply for my questions...i wish to open the question mark in my heart...i wish to let my mind being clear without doubtful already..This is because i don't want make myself tired...not coz i think too much..Just coz the weird friendship that i have never face make me feel tired.....